Saturday, April 30, 2005
lols.
after tomorrow, it would be one week.
of living without you.
lols.
anyways.
today so sian.. slept like a
pig!! lols..! like.. 3/4 of the day was spent sleeping..?lols. brother's going going crazy over duno what game. lols..! troops are attacking him like siao.. good luck...! hahhas! =P
hmm..tomorrow tuition.. lalas~ maybe going to walk around.. hopefully will spot a shirt that i like..? zz. what the hell..
im bored.
still havta study and do homework.. think i dont sleep tonight. wahahhas. ^.^
Thursday, April 28, 2005
1. last place I've been
- bedroom
2. I am..
- trying to stay cool in such hot weather
3. They say I am..
- mad. lols.
4. Yesterday..
- was pretty interesting..?
5. Last person who missed called?
- mother
6. Last person you called..?
- home
7. Last name in your received calls..
- no number. gosh. pathetic. nobody wans to tok to mii..! =X
8. How old are you..?
- 15. n stil growing up
9. What was the last thing u drank..?
- something to help e cough
11.song playing now..?
- e ending song for duno what chi show on ch u
11. Last thing I bought..
- h2o in sch
12. I want to..
- dream
13. I really hate.
- coughing lyk siao.
14. I have a crush on..
- lalas~
15. I really like.
- being hugged. wahahas
HAVE YOU EVER ::
1. got wasted?
- heh. wad the hell..?
2. ran away?
- wad for?
3. broken someone's heart?
- ask ard and u wld noe e ans
4. had ur heart broken?
- it was mended
5. cried when someone died?
- no
6. broken a bone?
- no
7. cried in school?
- yes
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ::
1. color/s?
- black. rocks.
2. movie/s?
- hitch. shutter. tomb raider. spongebob. [blahs. lots. cant rmb al]
3. book/s?
- ptless to ans dis.
4. subject/s in school?
- helo. it's sch we're toking abt here.. -.-
5. holiday/s?
- as long as it's a public holiday without homework and filled with fun
6. seasons?
- erm. i hav no idea.
WHO ::
1. makes u laugh d most?
- erm. everything..?
2. makes u smile?
- everything nice. to mi.
3. has a crush on u?
- ask ard lahs.. -.-
DO YOU EVER ::
1. sit by d phone waiting for a call?
- hmm.. yeah?
2. save yahoo conversations?
- nah. dun hv yahoo msgr
3. save emails?
- nope
4. wish u were someone else?
- sometimes.
5. cried bcoz of someone's mean words?
- dun tink so bahs.. okae.. mayb..
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
my heart found its way home after being missing for the last two days. lols.
muackks heart. i miss you.
seriously peeps.
im toking to my heart.
^.^
sage: Two tear drops were floating down the
river. one
teardrop said to the other,
"i'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a
man and
lost
him. who are you?"
"i'm the teardrop of the man who regret
letting a
girl
go....."
she teardrop consoled, "there would
come a
time
when we have to stop loving someone
because
we
found out that they'd be happier if we let
them
go..."
he teardrop replied, "but then you'll know
that
you
miss someone very much when every
time you
think of that person, your heart breaks into
pieces
and just a quick 'Hello' from that person
brings
the broken pieces back..."
she teardrop said, "it's really painful to say
goodbye to someone else that you don't
want to
let go; but it's even more painful to ask
someone
to
stay if you can never make the
relationship work
out the way it should be."
she continued, "LOVE? it's kind of
complicated,
but i'll tell you this... the second you're
willing to
make yourself miserable to make
someone else
happy, that's love right there...."
he teardrop pondered and said, "you
know, if i
had
the letters "HRT", i can add "EA" to get
a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". but
i'd
rather
choose "U" and get "HURT" than have
a "HEART"
without "U"...
she teardrop smiled and replied, "giving
someone
all your love is not an assurance that she
will
love
you back. don't expect love in return, wait
for it to
grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be
contented it
grows in yours."
he teardrop continued, "she told me
once, do not
be too good, i will miss you. don't be too
caring; i
might like you. don't be too sweet; i
might fall for
you."
she teardrop smiled and said, "A heart
truly in
love
never loses hope but always believes."
She teardrop continued, "if you love her
please
let
her know because it hurts to love when
you have
to
go. take care of me; don't go away
because if
you
love me, you will stay... i love you and do
you
know why? you got me when you first
said 'Hi'"
he teardrop said, "you are brave she
teardrop,
now
i know it's always better to have found the
courage
to love even if you lose it in the end
rather than
never found love because you were too
afraid of
the
challenge."
he teardrop continued further, "did you
know that
the expression "Nothing" is the
subconscious
mind's way of saying I Love You... that's
what i
do,
i told her NOTHING and because of that i
lost
her
even though i love her... i cry for the time
that she
was almost mine, i cry for the memories
i've left
behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old
and the
new. i cry for the times i thought i had
her!"
she teardrop consoled, "Relationships are
like
glass, sometimes it is better to leave them
broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back
together,
or
worse, have nothing strong to bind it
together.
you
never lose in loving. you only lose in
holding
back."
he teardrop cried,"Now i know, i have
learned.
don't
throw your back to love when it's already
in front
of
you, don't drive it away from you because
if you
did, someday you'll think again why you
let love
fly
away when it was once next to YOU..."
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
what if i was wrong?
wrong to think that way.
wrong in everything i do.. =X
bleaghs.
Monday, April 25, 2005
wahahhas..! finally im not suffocating..! lols..! ^.^
thanks.
that was the best present that you could have ever given me. *sweet smile*
Sunday, April 24, 2005
my muscles aches. thanks to gym.
my brain's going to ache. thanks to tuition.
argh. i cant believe it man.. advance paper's tomorrow and im.. slacking.
chemistry paper's tomorrow.. and i think that i wont be able to do half of the questions with shaun chew sitting beside me, sighing as he look at my obstinately blank paper.. better not curse myself. my paper will be filled. with chemistry stuff..! lols.
what the hell..
ive lost track of time.. what time's my tuition..? what time am i suppose to go out..? what time..? what time...? huh? huh? huh?
help..? =X
Saturday, April 23, 2005
zzz.. am stuck at home on this bloody boring saturday.. planned to go out.. but then no one to go out with. yepps. you heard that right..! lols. like what the hell.. anyways.. i think that it's cause exams coming.. advance paper starts on monday. and we hav chemistry test after that. [mr won, u
so rock -.-] also.. don't really feel like doing self-invitation. lols. was actually waiting for you to ask..? but it's alright that you can't take the hint, i guess.
eurgh.
thinking it through.. is it fair to you and me?
Friday, April 22, 2005
ahem.
what a crapp day today. arrgh. 3 periods of maths passed quite fast.. history also. heng never kena slaughtered by gim hua.. =X bleaghs. struggled through the whole day.. heng father called ms ow and told her that i cant go for tonight the debate thing.. lols. dont know that it wasnt compulsory.. like. whatever. im home now, and that's what matters. ^.^ lols.. then after that had art.. ms see didnt come.. so we like slack.. chatted about some stuff.. discussed our themes for midyrs.. went home at 5. lols. had OT of a few min. X.X zzz.. looked for joel they all.. walked with them to the 147 bus stop there then they go their friend's house to take books.. then dearr came.. wahahas. ^.^ so shiiok. he got no bag to carry.. =[ bleaghs.. hahhas.. anyways.. joel and don came.. then we took the bus home that time.. lols. 3 people carry heavy stacks of books and files and laughing crazy..lols. it didnt help much that TIBS bus drivers like to like go and stop, go and stop, resulting in all of us moving back n forth.. lols. then at one point of time the stupid driver suddenly braked and all 4 of us [and the only ones who were standing] crashed into one corner of the bus. then joel lost her balance and fell on the floor.. wahahas.. everyone was like staring at us. not cause joel fell. but cause we were laughing and all of the books were scattered. lols.. then joel like stuck down there like that.. lols..!! helped them pick up the books.. but then laughing so much until got no energy to stand up.. lols..! iees.. hahhas.. after that we were still laughing. lols.. so farnii.. i wont mind re-living it again..! hahhas..! =X
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
ahem..
long time no blog.. duno what to do now.. anyways.. was sick this morning.. down with fever.. took my chinese test and went home. lols. i think that e adminstative guy dont think that im
that sick.. -_-" whatever. what matters is that im cured now. lols. one whole afternoon of sleeping like a pig, it would be a miracle if im still sick..
lala~
am bored now.. watching brother play sims city now.. lols. i want the sims..!! i wanna play the sims!! arrgh..!!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
jus smt to ruin everything
Message:
WannA nOe wAd's gUrL
tHoUgHt
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few
seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her
future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that
~tresure every moment~
Monday, April 11, 2005
lalas~ am so bored right now even though i haven't done my homework..? =X hees..
anyways..
lols. more than 1/2 the class pon maths ssp today.. piiangs.. then very sian. dun feel like doing anything.. zz.. X_X hahas. then during school time this morning.. some funny perv stuff happened. =X hhaahas. all thanks to one person..! hahhas!
whatever. zzz.. damn.
lost my train of thought. suddenly duno what to type n in what order.. wth.
fine.
i go do homework.
most prolly changing the skin soon..?
+ toholdontoyouandnotlettinggo
Saturday, April 09, 2005
gawd.. went totally mad today.. ran like 8 rounds of the stadium and walked to bishan from serangoon..? lolx..! someone help mii..! hahax! i'm going mad..! anyways.. the run was great.. duno why i suddenly run so much also.. actually was run with don and the duno who one... then after that i run alone.. after one round desmond joined me.. then he ask isit something happen [cause very scary, see me suddenly run so much]. lols. i was like 'no..! of cause nothing happened.. -.-' so diaox.. hahahx..! then run run run.. now i look like cooked lobster. duno why..
whatever. before that i was doing some sports leader duty.. haha. actually being competitor steward quite nice one. cause can like see who are my friends who's running then wish them luck..? hahas. lala~
[sipping red wine. enjoying life.
Friday, April 08, 2005
arrgh.. it's all over..!!
debate, i mean. -.-"
okae.
whatever. up against the best school for the c-division. but i guess that we did our best.. lols. =D lala~ so..
life's back to normal again.. no more staying back till 7+ in school for debate,trying to come up with some rebuttals..? hahas. will miss all the laughter and doing stupid stuff just to pass the time. zzz..
so tired..
feel like just going to bed and
sleep!!! omg..
shall try and finish up my chemistry later.. really got no mood to do anything.. zzz..
Thursday, April 07, 2005
wtf.
my msn messenger got duno what problem..? lols.
whatever.
anyways.. haven't been updating lately - im a busy woman, you know? =P hahas, what crap..! -.-" lala~ okaes. so. debate team- 'for the first time in zhonghua history, our debators got into the quarter finals' woohuu!! lols. how great is that? wahhaaha. really interesting stuff that i've learnt from this whole thing.. lalas~ anyways.. we're up against tanjong katong [the best for 'c' divisions this time round] tomorrow. hopes that everything would go smoothly tomorrow.. i hope that we dont kena trashed by them..i mean. best team..! gawd. best team.. i gona faint. hahhas. -.-" yeah. right..
zzz..
okaes.. havent done my bloody homework and what the heck am i doing? blogging. -.-" what great self restrain ive got down here..!
had our eng test today. compo. lolx. crap alot. think that im not going to score.. duno why i talk about this cliche story of a guys going into a haunted place..? and spending a night there,jumping at every little noise.. -.-" am so embarrassed just to write it out.. gawd.. sucks lahx..! >.<
i hate my brain.
always giving out on mii when i need it the most..
lookupintotheheavens ` `
Saturday, April 02, 2005
hhaha! MARRY?! gawd.
1. [Spell your name backwards]: aijieb
2. [Where do you live?]: sembawang
3. [Describe yourself in 2 words]: siao gena
4. [Who is your worst enemy?]: mi lor. haha!
5. [If you could have any animal, what would it
be?]: hmm.. how about a golden retriever..? ^.^
6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up]: the whole night. wahhaha
7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: no way..
8. [What's your favorite coin?]: the 5ocent one. haha =D
DESCRIBE YOUR9. [Wallet]: black billabong wallet.
10. [Hamster]: since when did i have a hamster..?
11. [Toothbrush]: erm. bristles. handle. toothbrush.
13. [Pillow cover]: pillow cover lor..
14. [Blanket]: blue- rawks. wahaha
15. [Coffee cup]: the cup that my brother bought in H.K.
16. [Sunglasses]: dont own any
17. [Evil]: plain evil...wahahha!!
18. [Shoes]: addidas.
19. [Handbag]: nope. dont own handbag. ew.
20. [Favorite Shirt]: either the OP L-zised shirt or the break rules one.. wahhaha. oh yeah. mua billabong shirt..! ^.^
21. [Favorite pants]: pants? O.O
22. [Cologne/Perfume]: duno. =D
23. [CD in stereo right now]: avril lavigne[discman] linkin park[stereo]
24. [Tattoos]: dont have. yet. ;]
25. [Piercings]: *proudly* 6 earholes, one bellyring
26. [Wearing]: shirt and shorts.
27. [Hair]: let down.
28. [Glasses]: erm. oval shape. i think.
WHAT/WHO (is/are)29. [In my mouth]: my tongue, saliva and some oxygen molecules/particles
30. [In my head]: thinking about dearr. =D
31. [Wishing]: that i have unlimited freedom/time
32. [After this]: go check my phone in sms-es.
33. [Talking to]: myself?
34. [Eating]: oxygen molecules/particles.
35. [Do you like candles]: they rock
36. [Do you like hot wax]: when dripped on my skin.. o yeah.. the pain.. wahaha..!
37. [Do you like incense]: ew.
38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: they taste metallic.. quite okae lahx..
39. [Fetishes]: pain. food.
40. [If you could murder anyone and get away with
it]: anyone!
41. [Thing you wish you could be with right now]:not thing. human. him.
42. [What/Who is next to you]: books, my bags..? stuff that are found in the air?
43. [What do you want done with your body when
you die]:erm. cremated? lolx. like there's any place in singapore to bury..?
44. [Do you believe in love]: duh.
45. [Do you believe in soul mates]: duh duh
46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: du- not really.
47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: they are just to comfort people that they are good.
48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: duh.
49. [Do you believe in God]: duno.
50. [Something that you wish people would
understand]: something.
51. [Something you wish you could understand
better]: everything
52. [One thing you want to make happen for
tomorrow]: everything